I dated someone; i was in a relationship with them over a year and things started to become clear that she changed who she was. I wanted to marry her from the past. We broke up and month ago; in my rage of how much i knew that i was right, that we were not meant to be together i i lashed out emotionally trying to force myself to hate her. A month later (the present) i found myself still loving her, i told her that i literally cant do anything to stop loving her no matter how different we were. She has a boyfriend now whom she said doesnt mean almost anything to her; that she loves me but wont do anything about it. Her friends boyfriend and family most likely hate me. Her reasoning for not doing anything is because people will flip if we were to get back together. Its not love if you let that stop you from anything. My family hates you. Im willing to give every moment i can spare to you. Does it sound fair that she wont do anything about her proclaimed ‘love’ for me? I dont know, i wont do anything about it because i know shell fight with me; shell deny that im right. She will fight to keep her heart quiet and leave me in heartbreak, before she will give in. Im someone who will kill myself within years; my reason is im not worth a damn. I never am listened to, no one will sacrifice for me, when i will give all i can just for her. I will die, i will commit suicide, i will feel alone until i end my life, and no one will do a thing to stop me.